ahhhhh pop le... this serene feeling of not having to book in again any time soon. on occasions like these, i'd usually wanna capture it to the fullest... taking pictures with all the people who have made a difference. echoes and memories~
but this time... they are only ripples. slight disturbances in the surface of the lake; and the lake is calm again. so i wasn't as enthu abt phototaking as i normally am. for i have little hope that i will ever remain in contact with these group of ppl whom i've spent almost everyday with for the last 9 weeks. unless we have some chance to meet again of course.
from the beginning of bmt, this was what i speculated. in a way, there is a possibility that i created for myself a self-fulfilling prophecy... my mindset itself lead to actions that stifled the forming of bonds. like reading my book in isolation when everyone is sitting around the table chatting laughZ~ but i weighed this possibility against the possibility that things would just die off anyway no matter how much effort i put in... and i decided to just read my book anyway.
so coldly calculative... i know. i recognize it too but accept it as an inevitable side of the die that must be present for the double edged sword of reflection to be wielded. so this phase of life has passed once more into that hazy fog of memory; fading faster and becoming more intangible for the lack of the fuel of desire to keep the memory aflame.
nevertheless, shall post a pic as an anchor to the brief moments of joy for the good times - ninja night performances, parties, clearing soc, finishing route marches, booking out... and more~
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
ahhhhh pop le... this serene feeling of not having to book in again any time soon. on occasions like these, i'd usually wanna capture it to the fullest... taking pictures with all the people who have made a difference. echoes and memories~
but this time... they are only ripples. slight disturbances in the surface of the lake; and the lake is calm again. so i wasn't as enthu abt phototaking as i normally am. for i have little hope that i will ever remain in contact with these group of ppl whom i've spent almost everyday with for the last 9 weeks. unless we have some chance to meet again of course.
from the beginning of bmt, this was what i speculated. in a way, there is a possibility that i created for myself a self-fulfilling prophecy... my mindset itself lead to actions that stifled the forming of bonds. like reading my book in isolation when everyone is sitting around the table chatting laughZ~ but i weighed this possibility against the possibility that things would just die off anyway no matter how much effort i put in... and i decided to just read my book anyway.
so coldly calculative... i know. i recognize it too but accept it as an inevitable side of the die that must be present for the double edged sword of reflection to be wielded. so this phase of life has passed once more into that hazy fog of memory; fading faster and becoming more intangible for the lack of the fuel of desire to keep the memory aflame.
nevertheless, shall post a pic as an anchor to the brief moments of joy for the good times - ninja night performances, parties, clearing soc, finishing route marches, booking out... and more~